catch up

Oh chu chu it's been so long since I've posted. I'm totally sorry. But I really promise to try posting more frequently. So for starters let me just start off that I've officially been entrenched in the Legend of Korra Fandom and I regret nothing ( I'm ridiculously and unashamed of liking Bolin ) Soon as I can get work/money I will be buying some blue lenses for some gyaru waterbending shenanegins. I've started practicing makeup again as well. Right now trying to do something a little more doll like. As I've found inspiration in a Gyaru model.

ooh long time no write

So I've been better for months now, but I haven't had much desire to do anything. I have no friends who live close by, no job, no money. So it's mainly been trying to find work and being a hermit most of the time. I draw off and on and going to be sewing again soon. Currently enthralled in the Legend of Korra fandom that I even have a fan character ^^ and Bolin is just too cute for my feels. 25 now. Birthday was Tuesday trying to find a way to do what I want and get out on my own. I haven't even practiced any type of makeup. But I'm gonna try changing that. Although I don't really have any place to go or anyone to see. I also desperately hate the new layout of blogspot BLEH. I can assume that my family is going to hound me over my love life ( well lack there of) -sighs- although I would probably agree that it is rather sad u_u;. Will hopefully have a more exciting post in a few days or so.

Sick

I'm getting better and hoping to go to the woods today. but for the last week I've been really sick. not sure what I had.

Onee gyrau + Himekaji style inspirations and aspirations [Warning: image heavy]

Onee Gyrau: 

This style is absolutely fabulous, It's classy and flirty. Sexy, edgy and everything in between. It also appeals to aesthetic that I like as someone who isn't going to be 21 again in this lifetime. 

I know there are a lot of photos of her, but she is my big Onee Gyaru inspiration

Himekaji

No surprise really that I like Himekaji 

It's just so cute and how can I say no to floral or frilly things. 

I like the playfulness and the sense of elegance and grace that surrounds this style

So many pretty clothes I can't take it.. why is there no "put this in my wardrobe" button. But with these photos I can surely do both styles fairly easily whether I have to make a garment or search for similar pieces. 

Also. I got some new bottom lashes. I intend to try them out soon. Definitely no spiders on my face with these babies. 

Matte ne :3 

Proper Intros, and Gal Beginnings ( and some tips for beginners)

I figured I'd make a proper intro for anyone who's new to my blog  and shed a bit of light into who I am. 

Name: Isis (yes this is my real name) 

Age: 24

Location: New Jersey 

Birthday: June 12th 

(I'm a Gemini) 

A review, two attempts and some gets

For the sake of laziness and time I'm not gonna edit these pictures with watermarks. Just wanted to show you my attempts at some gal makes ( two separate occasions) some new makeup I have purchased and a review of two foundations.  First the gets :

L.A Colors haul from Dollar General

I like the bottom lipstick a lot better than the top one which is like a frosty  orange pinky color that looks odd on me 

from walmart a maybelline lipstick ( that's frost pink) maybelline fit in 355 and also their  dream
nude airfoam 

My Gal Inspiration

So I wanna take the time to at least post some of the Gals that inspire me. They are in no particular order and I chose them because while they're into the style they're not so " I have to get my look exactly like that". They exude what I feel it is to be Gyaru while being true to themselves. The hair the clothes and makeup fits who they are and not necessarily what is shown in a magazine or is cookie cutter. And I'm more inspired by Gaijin Gyaru, than models in a magazine.

Hair Tutorial

I was asked for this a couple weeks back, it took me a bit. But here it is. I want to say to everyone that this is only my second pictorial so it's not that....err snazzy looking lol, but I hope it helps you all the same. I would also like to say that results may vary from person to person as not all hair textures are the same and not every one has the same length of hair. And to keep the tutorial as short as possible I only showed photos of me doing the last section but the tutorial applies to all 4 sections. If you have any questions please let me know. :D

Really Xiaxue? Well fuck you too.

Xiaxue
WTF are you yabbering about? I don't blog with an agenda to make people hate Adele, these are simply my thoughts. Whether people hate her or not has no bearing on me.

Lovely work with the quotes? That sentence had no comma, it cannot be misinterpreted. Where you put that comma has no bearing on the meaning. Where did you learn English?

RE: Karl - Nowhere in the article did I say he is a good guy or even that he agrees with my POV. All I'm mentioning is the current controversy and my views towards it. Who the fuck cares what he hates or criticises?!

RE: Gywneth. As a diehard Adele fan, all you see is that this article was meant to diss Adele. It isn't. It is about how fat people are hating on the skinny and how Adele is simply one of them. In fact, a good 50% of the article does not mention Adele at all.

RE: Mag covers - they don't show how she is trying to be a skinny girl. They show what a hypocrite she is, claiming to be above superficiality and vanity and she is all about body-acceptance and talent, but yet she is just ONE OF THEM, no better than Gaga or Katy.


And fuck your fat acceptance movement.

We already cannot speak freely our views about certain races, religions, or political views. Now your fucking fat acceptance movement wants to force people to say that fat people are fucking gorgeous too. That fat girls have more personality and depth than skinny vain girls with no boobs. NO. You can keep telling yourself that, but I'm not gonna be politically correct and patronise/lie to you. Let people form their own fucking opinions on what they find sexy, please.

It's one thing to tell people not to be mean to fatties, but to force fatties to be on magazine covers and be PROUD of their lard and blubber? NO. I don't think it's right. It's fucking unhealthy and it's promoting laziness and shortcuts. Being fat is not like affirmative action where you help the discriminated because they cannot help being a certain race. You fucking just have to lose your fats before you get on Playboy or Sports Illustrated - THERE IS NO SHORTCUTS. Get a cover coz of what? Pity? Political correctness? What's this, a charity?

So yes fuck your fat acceptance movement, and fuck Adele.

Thank you for the praise on my advertorials and on my writing, and have a nice day.

This was a reply she left for someone who commented on her recent rant about Adele....for someone who is really pissy about some of the things Adele said about skinny people ( much of which is taken out of context or read wrong) do you think you're better than Adele when you just said fuck Fat Acceptance. So what Adele can't say shit about skinny people. But fat people should be told they need to lose weight if they want to get ahead in life? Because I'm not understanding your logic here. You should really be ashamed of yourself and see that you're really a hypocrite. Some people are happy being fat, chubby what have you. No matter what size a person is they should be allowed to feel beautiful whether they're happy where they're at or in the process of trying to change. They should be allowed to feel fucking beautiful. Should I go around criticizing people who have had plastic surgery and saying that we should accept it because it made them more beautiful? I mean for fucks sake somewhere along the line I think you lost who you were and that statement alone is enough to show what kind of person you really are. And perhaps a bit of self-hate. My personal view is that people should accept that a majority of America is not those super thin girls everyone sees on television. Much of mass media says that you're not good enough at a size 6 (unless you have good curves) let alone anything size 10 and upwards. Now no lie. I don't feel good at my current weight and I work hard trying to get healthier. I'm not blaming my weight on bad genes, though there is some underlying issue that is making it even more difficult for me to lose weight. I'm not lazy, I typically stay away from fast food, but I try. When I leave my house dressed up, I feel pretty damn good. I try to dress for my size and try to keep in style ( what ever it is I like at the moment) I don't try to fit into the smallest size I think won't rip, but I guess that's not good enough though. I shouldn't accept that. I should just hole up and work out till I vomit or pass out and continue on that path till I lose weight till people like you think I'm acceptable for the world. Please. I'm gonna do what ever it takes to get healthy but I'm not doing it to be accepted by anyone whether they're online or in the fucking street. No one said that fat people had more personality but I'm sure they have a lot more personality than you do. Please save you're ranting and anger for real issues.


Oh and before anyone says I'm hating on her because she's thinner than me or whatever. No I'm not. I think she's pretty. But I don't judge a person on how good looking they are. I judge their actions and what they say. She can pretty all day long but she has just as much a shit attitude as Adele then yes? Although anyone who thinks logically can understand that Adele simply wants to make music and she's not here to bounce around half naked for anyone. She's showing that you don't have to be so cookie cutter thin and the ideal perfection to be something. And this should open the door for the young men and especially young women who are talented and want to share that with the world.

I really need to go outside lol

I seriously spend a lot of time in my house. Which isn't too bothersome but I could stand to go out side a little more often. Need some damn sun. Err I still have to work on this hair tutorial, but I have been starting to plant herbs. A week ago I filed my taxes and they should be here within in the two weeks. With some of it I plan on buying some herbs and opening an Etsy shop. I will fill everyone in with more details about that later. To make this post less boring I will show you what I have really been doing over the course of the last few weeks, besides mild tv watching <___<;;; 

 This isn't everything. The rest can be found on my Deviant Art Account 

I'm still going strong and right now bouncing around with style so my work can be varied. I don't like things to be stagnant. I like semi-realism to fantasy to anime style. And Anime styles are the most challenging for me to do, even though that's where I started, because I've progressed it doesn't come as easily as one might think. And back then I didn't make it a point to try keeping myself in range to draw it if I wanted. But anime style has many looks and though I see a lot of overly Moe Moe Kyun Kyun anime I'm trying to embrace it a little more as well as the less Ultra Kawaii styles of anime. 

heheh...^^;;

Sorry I've not really posted anything lately. I will make a good post soon though. I have a few things to share. :3

The Stars

Inside the infinity that is darkness

the brilliance shines through

light the way, tell stories 

about the past, about ourselves

Some of the advances cancels this brilliance 

with too bright lights. 

Move further into the quiet 

to the less traveled. 

Even if only for a brief period 

Gaze upon the infinite darkness 

Upon it's wondrous treasure

No precious stone can compare 

It cannot be contained 

Often it is imitated

Find comfort in it's glory 

to know that one day 

that this blanket shall one day 

be your chrysalis 

and you will be part of it's eternal cycle.  

Kitsune Project: A Few Basic accessories and makeup

Welcome back ( to a less angry post lol) To the Kitsune Project. I just wanted to show you a few basics that I have and that any Udoli/Mori Kei girl could start out with.

Attackers???

I don't know if I should feel honored or bothered. First anyone who is anon and wants to shut down a blog because I was speaking how I felt about a situation that may not have anything to do with them, why are you reading my blog even. There are a lot of worse things out there. On being a blunt Gemini...yea we're out. Am I supposed to be sweet and flexible as taffy and just let someone walk all over me. Friend of 7 years I spoke to on a regular basis and the only time I didn't hear from her is when she was out or busy with important things. When she had her surgery guess who was the first person out of her friends to go visit her? So don't give me shit about my actions. I am a fucking person. You are not entitled to read my blog and if you feel the need to say I'm wrong then perhaps you should IM or message me if you want. Friendship is a two way street and I've done for her and she's done for me, but she's caused me stress whether through worry about her or things that have pissed me off. But I'm the bad guy right? I've wronged her by telling her things she's needed to hear, I'm not allowed to be angry that she made me say things about someone months after a comment had been made. That she only brought to my attention when she was finished being friends with that person. Nope that's not wrong at all. Well guess I'll go tell the police I've been a bad person by talking about how I feel on my own blog, I mean obviously I'm the worst. Let me get a box of tissues and a couple boxes of doughnut holes and wail for hours upon hours because me expressing myself is such a terrible thing.

Kitsune Project: Introduction

Well now I'm gonna give you a more in depth look at me. I do like nature, and being around it. I'm not your standard nature gear. hiking boots and the like bleh...now having a good pair of leather boots is key. granted I would like to feel the earth beneath my feet sometimes, not really good to just walk around barefoot just to be on the safe side...mainly for snakes and possible nasty bugs that may attack your feet. But I want to create a small wardrobe/style that blends my love for Udoli and a new interest of Mori Kei. Why Kitsune Project? Simple, I am more in tune and really adore foxes. Now this project wouldn't be similar to like hunting or fishing. This is more for going out on a nature walk, enjoying the earth and her many wonders, taking photos etc. Now knowing me small wardrobe never quite means small, but it will be small for now as I only have a few pieces...and I will probably err on the darker side, it will be shades of browns and beige but you will most definitely see some black and grey and maybe darker shades of red, possibly green. I want to use this as a way to relieve stress as well as tapping in to my inner most self. A place I haven't really been connected to in a very long time. So as the days go by I will share with you pieces I purchase or make, alterations to wigs, and various tutorials. It's a journey I want to share with you and while yes this is not really needed to some for me it is something I feel I should do and it may resonate with someone else who is reading the entries of this particular project.



I now leave you with some rather fascinating ( at least to me ) pictures that makes my imagination squeal with pure delight and awe